I was carrying our sleeping baby in my arms. For a moment there I was in awe, I have never felt so happy seeing this beautiful angel in front of me, perfect in every way! I was unsure if it was a boy or a girl but I thought it was a boy. I remembered everything about 'him', his facial features was the same as of my hubby's. I never had a dream like this before and yet it felt so real!
You see, we are trying to conceive for a little over a year now and the feeling of not being able to have one is depressing sometimes I admit. Women who are also on the same boat as I am will know how it feels as we go thru month after month of disappointments. Despite of this, I learned how to stay positive trusting God that one day He will bless us a child in His own time and not ours.
It gives me comfort knowing that being held in hubby's arm when I have 'one of those days' is enough to give me strength, courage and to know that I am loved.
Until next time. Cheers!
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